When a snow leopard slips off a Himalayan ridge, it doesn’t think; it knows how to save its own arse due to an integrated instinct built into its DNA.

So do we.

So did I.

When I stared at my own abyss and told it to fuck off.

This is the Human Survival core.

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It was so sudden. 

My legs are already dangling. 
No base. 

No one around.

My biggest fear isn’t death. 
Not even entrapment.
It’s my people never knowing…
I’m disappearing into the unknown.
My mum and dad still waiting…

Survival INSTINCTS Online
Emotions OFF
ADHD Hyperlucidity overclocking for exit strategy-

Time dilated
Life review in a flash

My consciousness left the vehicle before the crash. 

💥Blunt Force on an edge
I heard the fractures before I felt it.

But bone breaking force? 
Big enough to defy gravity.

Weightless
…floating...
Bliss

For one suspended breath, 
I was just awareness without a body or fear…

My entire system woke up in a flash. 

I took my one shot and leapt out with every fragmented part of me merging at once to scream back in life’s face to say:

NO. 
FUCK OFF.

That was the edge of my Event Horizon.
The point of no return, inside a blackhole.

[⬇️🕳️ + GRAVITY ⬇️⬇️ =💥IMPACT]
[💥Impulse ⬆️ + Torque @ edge ⤴️ + LEAP = ⤴️⬆️ Downward momentum reversed (UP & OUT)

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That bliss didn’t disappear.

Maybe it’s not contained inside the body.
Maybe the body is contained inside of it.

Now I know — 
I am my own force.

You are your own force too.

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SHE WON'T SIT STILL OR SHUT UP